I know I am not alone on this one.There is a reason we throw things away....for example, old papers, unnecessary crap, men, are great things to throw away when you (maybe not you...me definitely) are done with them...yet for some reason I find myself digging in the trash.....why o why???
I was speaking to Tynesha the other day about men and how it bothers me every time I meet a new guy...its almost like a job interview.... "Hi, I'm Cheri, born and raised in Houston, TX...I moved here ___ months ago....yes it was totally random....sure, you can call me some time..." I get so tired of going over my "credentials" with guys. The ones that make it far enough mess it up (well i do my fair share of damage) and yep, you guessed it, back to square one!
So I find myself thinking about how well "this guy" knows me and wonder "how is he doing"? Forgetting the reason we stopped talking in the first place. And the minute he makes me mad reminds me why I dumped him in the trash.... its like a big cycle of nothingness....
all in the name of love, lust, companionship....?
I think not...
Then I remember, the reason why I am single now. I pull up my Bible on my crackberry and begin to find some real answers......
We will see how this goes!
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Who ever knew being single was this ridiculous right! It seems like the entire world around me is married or engaged or with somebody. I'm very careful not to covet what others have though, that's dangerous. Plus I want God to give me MY special love story, not somebody else's. So it's all good I guess, just keep that Bible cracked open girl lol. I'll be praying for you...I love you LS. I HATE that I didn't see you the other night. Until next time though. Bye :)
Yall have been on my mind so much lately.
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